I have not posted lately and I think it would help me to get my thoughts down in writing. There's a lot going on in my life right now. I am planning my wedding, a full time student, and a part-time manager at Blockbuster. Stability was an important constant of mine. I have learned to live with out it. I am in a house that is for sale. I am praying that my fiance gets a job before this house sells. I am also praying that I find some friends to be part of my wedding. Two people I thought were close friends of mine...well, they got tired of dealing with all the drama in my life. I need to learn how to let them go...I just haven't quite figured out how to do that. They were people that I was always there for when they needed me but then when I needed them most, they abandoned me. Girls talk about their wedding days as the grow up together...and I just don't know how I'm going to do this without them. I take comfort in the fact that God is always there for me. He has brought me a man that I can see myself happily spending the rest of my life with. He will provide employment and a place to stay. He will provide me with friends that care for me and won't leave me.
"When you go through deep waters, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown. When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will not be burned up; the flames will not consume you."- Isaiah 43:2
"Be strong and let your heart take courage, All you who hope in the LORD." -Psalm 31:24
~Amy Summey
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